Saturday, April 29, 2006

Trinity II: Manchester

The following is the sequel to Trinity, beginning over fifty years after the invention of the Clone Banks. Written by C. Nicholas Walker.

THE CLONE RIGHTS Movement wasn't just another misguided annoyance of a group that picketed for anyone in particular anymore. Behind the signs and statements they had a following of millions, whether the Science Council wanted publicly to admit it or not. The disappearance of the Cleric, who had first taught them the ills of the Clone Banks, only motivated the cause that much more. There was a battle brewing between the activists of the Clone Rights Movement and the government of Earth, and the battle was only gaining strength and speed. Soon, its forceful energy would be unstoppable to all the People of Earth, both politicians and protesters.

Raymond Manchester was not going to let the recent riots in Washington, D.C. ruin his wedding. As far as he was concerned, the "Clonies" could all move to Europa where there were no Clone Banks to complain about. Including his mother. Why they wanted to stay on Earth, causing riots and killing people, he couldn’t tell. She never participated in the riots and she never killed anyone, of course, but his mother was an avid activist for the group nonetheless. Raymond had tried to talk her out of herself, but that proved impossible; his mother was as stubborn as he, and without some life-changing event she wasn’t going to change her mind unless she wanted to.

“But they’re alive, Ray. They’re people,” she’d say to him. “How do you not see how inhumane those banks are? They hold bodies, for God’s sake! Did you know the clones don’t even know what’s happening while they’re getting ripped to pieces so that you can live better?”

“Well, what’s the problem, then?” he would say back to her, “If they don’t know the difference and it makes me feel better, eh?”

She didn’t like his sarcasm, but it was all in good fun. Raymond knew she was just going through a phase, a kind of mid-life crisis. It happened to all mothers, and even in the twenty-third century it still happened the same way, and some things never changed. But God love her for trying, he thought.

Everyone knew the wedding was going to be beautiful. Held outside in the middle of a southern spring, Ray and Laura would say their vows from underneath a white arbor he had built himself. Fresh roses covered everywhere they stepped, and in the mist of the heat and flowers and roses, well, it was a spectacular sight to see.

They said their vows that day and the pictures flowed like wine. For once in her life his mother had nothing to say, and during the reception and rice tossing she simply stood back and watched with an empty smile on her face, like a hollow shell of a woman whose insides have been carved out of herself.

They flew to Curacao in the Netherlands Antilles across the electromagnetic highways that stretched across the heavens of Earth to a room made of bamboo and straw and porcelain and steel, and the night was all it could have been. Whether he admitted it to himself or not, he knew that his mother had shown him the perfect woman in the perfect time of his life, almost as if she knew just what he was needing. She was always in touch with him that way, knowing what he wanted ever since he was too young to talk. As he lay in bed with his new wife, he thought of the first time they had met.

Raymond’s work had just begun to decline, and though he hardly left his house, when he did it was in a great depression. People thought he was strained, that the constant bombardment of the interplay between life and work was tearing him apart from the inside out, and that he only needed an escape. They thought that work was becoming life, that one was assimilating the other, and soon he would not know the difference between the two, and the result would be he would have no life, only work. Well, all work and no play makes Ray a dull boy.

“You need a companion,” his mother would say. If only anyone were good enough for you, mother, Raymond thought to himself. All the women in the world were too nice, or too emotionally involved, or too protective, or too adventurous, or anything that a woman could ever possibly be too much of. Anything, Raymond thought, to stop him from being happy.

Of course, she surprised him when she invited him out to dinner with the family, to “unwind,” she said, and although a night with his family wasn’t quite the quintessence of pleasure, he admitted that he needed something, anything, to take his mind off his work.

And the night was wonderful.

After a few drinks, the lights of the bar where his parents and brothers and sisters sat and ate melted together, the greens and neons and reds lit into a bowl and poured onto a canvas of brick and peanuts and mirrors where his mother stood, laughing, her hair knotting and her teeth glaring at him like a mischievous sprite, her laugh ringing deep into the shot glasses and wine bottles hanging from the ceiling of the place. And then, there she was, the epitome of beauty and elegance, walking through a background of wild colors and perfumes that, like a drugged and rabid dog, no one else could perceive. She glowed in the light of the bar.

“Hello,” she had said to him, “My name is Laura, and I’m a friend of your mothers.”

Laura, he whispered to himself. His mother introduced them properly, speaking barely of Raymond and mostly to Laura in words he never could remember, even almost a year later.

“Did I ever tell you,” Raymond said to Laura, his new wife, as she lay sleeping in the bed, “that the first time we met, in that bar with my family, I fell in love with you with no second guesses? It’s odd, really. It was love at first sight if there ever was such a thing, Laura. And I still love you. For some reason I know I always will. You’re perfect for me, just like my mother said. You’re perfect.”

And then, from out of her bosom there rang an all too familiar tune that stretched the memories of Raymond Manchester back into the days before he ever thought he could remember, back into the days when all was right with the world and the worries were few and far between. Asleep, resting silently into his words on love and devotion, her lips sprang forth a song like trickling water through the dirt, building a stream of mire and mud too small to notice. There were no words, merely a tune of notes that played along in the air so quietly it was difficult to hear, but with that song she sang, Raymond saw and heard things his body had not sensed in years, not since he was a child being cradled in the arms of his mother when she was still strong enough to hold him with only her arms as supports.

“Laura? Laura, what is that song you’re singing?”

His voice was heavy and sweaty, as if he never wanted to ask the question. But there was no answer, and his voice dissipated into the sound of his own breath.

“Laura?”

She’s asleep, he thought, she’s singing that song in her sleep...

And then...he remembered. Like a simple word that struggles on the tip of your tongue to come into creation, he realized where he had heard this song before, years and years ago.

Mother? he thought, oh so quietly to himself. That’s the song mother wrote the day that she had me. I remember now. She sang it to me every night when I was a baby, and even when I was older than that, just learning how to walk and talk. But she never told anyone about that song. Never. It was just her and me...a song she had made up, right out of her own brain. Just a song.

Raymond was sweating now, shaking, unable to control his own perspiration as he stared into his sleeping wife, still humming his mother’s song to herself. Still singing...still singing. He peeled the covers off of his body and rolled out of the bed, trying to calm the thud from his feet smacking onto the wooden floor, and moved with a panic to the dresser drawer on the other side of the room. As he screeched open one of the doors and pulled its shelf out, he began to wonder what he was looking for and why he felt like he was melting. Because it couldn’t be true. Because what he was thinking was impossible. (Still singing...still singing.) Because it just couldn’t happen.

But when he found the picture, the room blurred away into a realization of the world around him so sharp that it hurt to think.

A wedding present from his aunt. He looked at the shiny silver frame, moving it in and out of the light, then into the picture; an old digital one from before his time. It was a picture of his mother and her sister, still in their young twenties, standing alone on the beach in the sunshine and laughing. And there she was, as clear as the daylight.

“Laura...it’s Laura!” he said in trembling words.

When he looked back at his sleeping wife, still singing -- her song making him sick now -- he thought very hard about how his mother had done it. He wondered how she had gained access to her Clone Banks, and how she had manipulated the middle clone’s DNA into producing a brain in the first place. He wondered how much of a chance it must have been that his mother’s clone began singing a song that only she had written, and how connected and analogous their two brains must have been. And most of all, he wondered how sick and demented his mother must have become to decide that the only woman in the world good enough to be with her son...was her.

But that didn’t matter to Raymond anymore. His face twisted against the sound of rain falling on the room, a rain that had begun to pour violently and cold as he looked at the picture, and thunder shook the ground as he lost all account of rational thought—could hardly even see in the light of his own rage against that evil, iniquitous woman whom he called mother, and now Laura. I believe it must have been at that very instant, as he stared into the face of his mother’s clone, that the last remnant of sanity in his mind snapped away into the darkness.

And as the lighting blared in through the window, and as the thunder struck the ground around him, Raymond Manchester picked up the nearest thing his fingers could find and smashed it deep into the mind of his wife, his hair knotting and his teeth glaring, smiling at the silence of the song.

Tuesday, April 25, 2006

All Work and No Play


My butt-cheeks have become some sort of glucose, fatty hybrid that have melded themselves onto my computer chair, unwilling to release their weary captive. I am completely bogged down with work, so much so that I had to ask my brother to work tonight for me so that I could do some much-needed catching up.

I have a 15 minute presentation I have to prepare by Friday for General Chemistry II on astrochemistry, which I'm working on right now. I also have three exams to take for chemistry, since he lost my first one, I didn't take the second one, and we are about to take our final (luckily I already learned the material on the first two tests, so that's a just a refresher).

I have a paper due last week for Art Appreciation on a trip to the North Carolina Museum of Art that I never even took. As of today she's docking me points for being late.

AND I have to write a seven page research paper on anything relating back to what I've learned in Literature-Based Research. Thankfully, I was able to convince my teacher to accept a fictional narrative as my paper, which allows me to go into me prolific writer's reserves and find some story I can anywhere near remotely connect back to one of our stories. This one's due Monday, so it can wait to be worked on.

If you want to find me and ask more of this, just follow your local trail of bloody, scalp-encrusted hair lying about until you hear me laughing insanely and repeating the words, "...never gives me any other work...never gives me any other work...never gives me any other work..."

Post Script: I wrote another song yesterday...If I Were Wind in Am7.

Wednesday, April 19, 2006

United 93


Last year I heard about this movie coming out and passed it off as a rumor. However, over the last month I've come to realize how true it really was. How in the name of all that is holy this is allowed to happen, I'll never know, but it's really...really sad.

As is well known by all, this is the hollywood movie about the airplane that went down in Shanksville, Pennsylvania after being highjacked by terrorists on September 11, 2001. It went down because the passengers started a revolt and fought back to stop the terrorists, knowing via cell-phone calls what their eventual fate would be; and appearantly not liking it.

Of course, there's no WAY I'm going to see it, because it's a freaking travesty to know that some CEO in Universal Pictures is going to make millions of dollars from a terrible sacrifice of life.

You know how much Steven Spielberg made from Schindler's List? Not a single cent! He donated it all to the victims of the holocaust, and though I'm SURE some money will go to the families -- simply because they don't want their greed to be too obvious -- you already know who's keeping the big bucks.

Because this is the year 2006, and they got to it first.

Friday, April 14, 2006

PROM 2006

As all my avid readers will know, I'm a student at Johnston Community College in North Carolina. However, in my high school years many of my friends and associated were in grades below me, so that when I graduated and was free to leave the bounds of childhood behind me, they were forced to surrender to the powers of youth and authority for the following years to come.

Over the past few years it had always been my promise to Samantha, a very good friend of mine I've known for almost five years now, that I would go to the Senior Prom with her when she finally became a senior in that old school of mine. Well, that time came and I kept my promise with her -- even though I was now a freshman in college.

I went to my junior prom, I went to my senior prom and, unexpected as it was, it's just as expensive the third time around.

1. $100 for a new suit
2. $35 for a black fedora I decided not to wear
3. $60 for the tickets*
4. $70 for new shoes
5. $33 for dinner

All in all it was rather beautiful. Of course I kept it simple; no colorful ties or vests, no canes and, as I mentioned before, no hats. Just a black suit and a black bow-tie; I looked more like a clone of James Bond than anything else...simple and elegant.

Although I would like to make a small note of one fellow who I admired for his suit of all duct-tape.** Really the best outfit there. One guy wore a black sailor's outfit, like an evil Popeye, but he just looked gay, not cool.

It was held at the lovely North Carolina Museum of History in Raleigh, and it was the first time I had ever visited the city. It's a wonderful place, and to someone who's never really left Smithfield it was like visiting New York City. I was rather uptight all night long, feeling awkward as I was surrounded by teenagers seemingly having sex on the dance floor,*** but later in the night I was more relaxed and began having conversations with the statues outside the museum.

Dan Hand was there, also graduated, and we talked for a short moment before he left about him desiring us to start a band; I pleasured my mind with the idea for a moment and decided it would never come to fruition.

After midnight, when the DJ packed up and went home, I layed between two columns outside and gave passing words of advise to the students who were leaving such as, "Don't put the condem on crooked or it'll shoot off like a slingshot in her vagina," or, "When you wash your winkie in her kitchen sinkie, don't be silly -- wrap your willy!"

* I realized when I got there, though, how I really didn't need them seeing as how easy it would have been to just walk on in through the crowd and not be noticed.
** He's a video game designer, of course.
*** I think I saw penetration.

Wednesday, April 12, 2006

$564.54???

Alright guys. I just entered this lovely little blog of mine into Technorati's program, How Much Is My Blog Worth? and boy was I bothered by the answer!

Five-hundred, sixty-four dollars and fifty-four cents! That's IT!

Well that SUCKS! I mean, I tried in alot of other people's blogs that I really enjoy and they got great numbers, strolling happily into the thousands of dollars!*

This, of course, made me wonder why my blog is so darned worthless. And then it hit me!

NO ONE KNOWS IT EXISTS

Oh, so you mean that's, like, an important thing?
Appearently...yeah. I mean, if a blog is written onto cyberspace and no one is there to hear it scream, does it really even make a sound? Like I said, appearantly not.
So what do I do? I've mentioned before that I write to be read,** and if no one is reading then why am I writing? Well, because I love to. Simple question, simpler answer.
But maybe people are reading and just not commenting...and why not? I want feedback. Do you agree, disagree, not care at all? How's about my style? Do you like it? Do I even have one?***
C'mon, people. This is my plea: read me. Maybe something wond'rous will happen, like when the drink says "DRINK ME" and the cake says "EAT ME," or maybe nothing will happen at all. But there's only one way to find out...
So have at it people! Go ahead and EAT THIS CAKE!!!****


* That is, except for New York Hack. I just found that guy's blog, it's freakin' awesome AND he gets, like, a hundred comments. What's he worth? Zilch.
** Most of the time, though, I really just like to feel my fingers move and make words appear on the screen.
*** No.
**** I'm red velvet!

Tuesday, April 11, 2006

H.R. 4477


You know, I've lived in this Mayberry-lookalike of a town for over fifteen years now, and I have never seen a protest before, for any reason. Smithfield is, by all accounts, a small and quiet place to live. Nothing happens -- you can walk its streets at midnight every night for a year and never get mugged, because there are no muggers.

Understandably, however, the population percentage of hispanics has become extremely high in recent years, due to our large fields and agricultural industry. In the rural areas next to the fields, every five or so miles you can find a dilapitated house or trailer with five or more cars in the drive and broken couches on the porch. It may sound like a stereotypical view, but it's one I see everyday on my way to work, and it really shouldn't be overlooked.

In my high school there were hispanics everywhere, and most of the ones I talked to either admited to being illegal, or that their parents were illegal and that they themselves were actually born in the United States, making them citizens.* They tell me this, frankly, because they don't care if anyone knows, 'cause who would ever turn them in, anyway?

My father owned a carpentry business for a long time, and hired illegal aliens to work for him all the time. He payed them well, bought them lunches and even became fairly friendly with some of them, sometimes taking them out for dinner. Of course, he never said publicly that they were illegal, but it was sort of an understood truth.

As I mentioned in my post We Come from the Land of the Ice and Snow, Americans are dependant on illegal immigrants. If they all vanished tomorrow, it would mark a dark time in the United States. But that being said, we would get over it, work through it, and come out on the other side, I believe, better for it.

I sympathize with immigrants, both legal and illegal. I understand all too well the life of not having, never recieving, and always having to work for what seems like an eternity only to arrive with no more than you had in the beginning. It is not an easy life, and America has always been known as the Land of Opportunity. But I look now at the reasons hispanics come into the county illegally in the stead of legally, and I see it is only out of a greed. They see the grass on the other side of the fence green and flush, but then see an easier way -- a side door, as it were -- where there are no taxes and no payments, only money. They don't want to give anymore, and like I said...I understand the feeling.

But that does not change the fact that the feeling is a wrong one. America is the Land of Opportunity, and anyone can reach any level, with hard work and determination. Yes, some will have to work harder, but it is always achievable.**

In the post REAL Art Appreciation, I mention how I wanted to cheat on a test, but didn't only because I knew I would get caught...and the consenquences were LARGE. It would have been easier to cheat, but if I had studied more and put in a little more work, I wouldn't have found that necessary and I'd be all the better for it. So there is nothing wrong with trying to make it harder to break the law, because the law is not meant to be broken.

But now the protestors come in the hundreds, and that is just in my little hometown. They go against H.R. 4477, a bill that has alot of parts which you can read more about here, but that basically cranks up the consequence for illegals when they're caught. And I'm all for it.

In the sixties, this was called the Civil Rights Movement. Well this is a movement as well, but where legal blacks were lacking the rights other legal Americans had in the sixties, this has illegal hispanics lacking the rights legal Americans have.***

Technically, that's the way it's supposed to be.


* And the family translators.
** ALWAYS.
*** Confusing? I was hoping so.

Sunday, April 09, 2006

No Immigration Deal...

Duh.

Thursday, April 06, 2006

We Come From the Land of the Ice and Snow...

THE OVERMAN HAS noticed that Americans, beyond all other countries, are known for their ability to become dependent on things which they later do not want. For just a few examples, the Overman looks at the creation of America by slaves, followed by the dependence of the United States government on taxes based through cigarettes and tobacco – which now are becoming illegal in most public places – and now, of course, the cheap labor of the illegal immigrants doing the jobs which Americans were dependant on slaves to do approximately two hundred years ago.

There are over eleven million illegal, central-American aliens now residing in America. The Overman lives in North Carolina, in the middle of tobacco country, and can visit them anytime he likes by simply walking no more than three miles from his home, towards the fields, and watching them work or live.

They do many jobs that have been said Americans would not wish to do – this is inherently true – but the fact that they are illegally doing those things overwhelms the low number of people who actually want these jobs.

Lately, border control from Mexico has been a very heated subject. Mister Bill O’Reilly talks about it almost every night, and says that it is the subject of the next election.

Now, however, there is a bill being worked out that will make illegal immigrants who have been here for more than five years officially legal.

Automatically.

And even then, if you have only been here illegally for two years or less, you will still not be deported if you are caught. The first time will be a misdemeanor, and the second catching will be a felony, in which America will make those (who weren’t allowed to be here in the first place) stay here against their will in a prison, where, as the Father of the Overman always says, we will be forced to feed and cloth them for as long as they live.

This line of thought is wearily flawed. Apparently, if the Overman commits a crime but doesn’t get caught for “x” amount of years, the Overman doesn’t get charged. The Overman is told that democrats don’t really have any plans, but only ridicule the bad plans which republicans come up with. The Overman is above these things and lives at a level of experience beyond good and evil...he is neither democrat nor republican. But it seems obvious to the Overman that if they are not allowed to be here, they should just be made to leave, no matter how long they have been breaking the law.

But if this happens, the Americans will soon discover that these people’s places must be filled. The owner who normally pays the illegal ten dollars per hour to work carpentry will not want to pay the American citizen any more than this, and the citizen, the denizen, will not be able to work for a meager ten dollars per hour when he only barely feeds his family from eighteen dollars per hour.

The problem is now too far along to truly be stopped without completely destroying and recreating the structure of the world. If these borders are such a problem, then take them away. In the future, there will be no more borders. Like the tribes of millennia ago, property will have much less value two-dimensionally, and will become a thing of the skies. There will be seven countries, one for each continent, and those who cannot survive will not survive. And yet, still it will be a sad place to live.

That is the trouble with humans, one can never make them happy...

Tuesday, April 04, 2006

ROCKY Balboa

Overman of the Month

Just for the sake of continuance, this is a new monthly expose on who I consider, after every two fortnights, the person who most closely exemplifies the meaning and purpose of the Overman. It could be a very famous person, a real person, an imaginary person, or the stranger in the super-market. What this means is...anyone can be an Overman, anytime, anywhere.

And the first award for the month of March, year two-thousand and six, goes to....

Yes. Rocky "The Italian Stallion" Balboa.

Rocky Balboa was a dead-end, "bottom of the barrel" guy from Philedelphia who was going nowhere in life. He worked days as an enforcer for a loan shark and as an amateur boxer at night. When the nation's bicentennial came around, and scheduled contender Mac Lee Green was injured, the undefeated heavyweight champion Apollo Creed searched for a new opponent for the match on the nation's birthday. With all the deserving competitors unavaliable for one reason or another, Creed came up with the perfect bout: he will fight the local underdog "Italian Stallion" Rocky, and by doing so give him a chance at the world title. Creed saw the whole thing as a big joke, a spectacle, rather than a fight. In the time leading up to the fight, Rocky trained with crusty, 1920s-era bantamweight fighter Mickey Goldmill. At the same time, he fell in love with his best friend's sister, Adrian. After intense training and with a newfound focus and determination, Rocky took his thousand-to-one shot at the title. The night before the match, Rocky admited to Adrian he knew he couldn't win but he was going to go the distance (i.e., make it through all 15 rounds of the bout).

Rocky explained, "It really don't matter if I lose this fight. It really don't matter if this guy opens my head either, 'cause all I wanna do is go the distance. Nobody's ever gone the distance with Creed, and if I can go that distance, you see, and that bell rings and I'm still standin', I'm gonna know for the first time in my life, see, that I weren't just another bum from the neighborhood."

In the first round, at the Philadelphia Spectrum, Creed treated the match as a joke, until Rocky caught him with a left hook that threw Creed on his back and nearly knocked him unconscious.


In his entire professional boxing career no one had ever knocked Creed down...let alone in the first minute. From that point on, Creed took the match seriously, and the fighters beat each other bloody. Neither man would back down, even when Rocky's eyes had swelled shut and Creed's ribs had been broken. Creed hit as hard as he could, but Rocky refused to stay down and fought Creed for all fifteen rounds, only to lose on a split decision.

Though Creed was declared the winner, Rocky's accomplishment garnered him fame worldwide. He proved himself to all those who had doubted him before, including his trainer Mickey, and his feat demonstrated that one man can stand in the face of overwhelming odds.

Still struggling from poverty, and now a local hero, Rocky went on to fight Creed in a rematch in which Rocky won by knockout in the last seconds of the fifteenth round, launching him into international stardom and earning him millions of dollars as the new Heavyweight Champion of the World. After his defeat, Creed grew a great respect for Rocky and the two became the best of friends. Rocky continued for fight for several years, eventually defeating Ivan Drago, a russian boxer who killed Apollo Creed during a publicity fight.



Rocky Balboa has long since retired from boxing after retaining severe brain damage in his fight with Drago and subsequently losing his fortune due to a crooked lawyer. Forced to move back to the slums, he now owns the restaurant Adrian's in Philadelphia, named after his now deceased wife. However, almost twenty years after his retirement, news is out that Rocky is having trouble making ends meet and has been seen participating in small charity fights for money, and is even scheduled to fight an exhibition match with the current heavyweight champion, Mason "The Line" Dixon, on February 9th.

Even having lost partial sight in his right eye and still suffering from the effects of brain damage, Rocky Balboa -- now almost 60 years old -- is going to fight again.


Note: I'd like to mention that all parts describing the first Rocky film in this article have been taken almost directly from the wikipedia article on that subject, and that any changes made to it have not effected the subject, content, or meaning of anything previously written.